To you

Well,well and well! Day by day,hampa semua dah tua. So,terima lah kenyataan tue-.-

Happy day guys.

Aku now rasa macam tak ada mood nak tulis blog. Lebih-lebih lagi bila dah siapkan entri untuk blog sendiri. Aku sekarang ni agak bosan. Bila aku rasa bosan, aku rasa macam nak random talk.

Well, sejak beberapa hari lepas aku rasa macam ada banyak je masalah. Apa yang aku tahu, hampir setiap hari aku tanya "Apa yang akan aku jadi dalam 5 tahun akan datang?". Dan soalan ni kadang-kadang buat aku bosan. Bosan dengan hidup dan bosan dengan diri sendiri.

Arghh,what the fuuu. Hey,abaikan. Well,pernah dengar 'bout  sympathectomy surgery? Haa? Sejenis kereta? Ehh merapu per nie? Actually nie lah kehidupan. Maksud aku nie lah takdir. Tak semua orang hidup sehat selamanya macam aku. Opsss. Kidding.

Well,back to our talks. Aku one of the pengidap this sweet penyakit. Sweet la sangat 'cause this penyakit wat aku facing alot of unexpectable situations. Gila!

Bayangkan anda ke surau. Niat di hati nak solat Zohor jemaah. Waktu tue baru habis PnP. Anda pun terus berwudhu' and perasaan yang your feet sweating so badly. Air wudhu' pun entah kena or tak tempat yang supposedly patut kena. Let it be,anda cakap. Then bila dah selesai,time nak pakai kasut tue lah. Ya Rabbi,kaki dah la tak kering. Nak kena pakai sepatu plak. Kaki plak kalau kering kena berkhemah 2,3 jam dulu lah. And kalau kering jugak pown tak kering macam normal. Rasa cam peluh melekat kat whole feet. Menderita kan? Everyday plak tue. So,that's one example.*terbaek la contah alim*

Well,life goes on. Takkan nak goyang kaki jer. Awat? Goyang kaki ubat boleh mai datang sujud depan kaki ker? Takkan? So?  Kena make a move la. So,this week my abah yang handsome-tiru-aku tue bawa la gi KMC kat Alor Setar. Haa? Tak tau kat ner? Alaaa,belakang Piramid Giza tue. Haihh,nevermind.

So,after dealing with the doctor today(29th May 2011),so kena go on ngan surgery lah. Amik ko! Dia koyak2kan isi ko Kimi. Hilang muscle ko. Haha.

After that,bincang pasal tarikh. Lastly,decided on this Khamis petang(2nd June 2011). Tapi kan,ada problemo plak. Bahagian kaki dorang tak leh wat. Kalau wat pown percentage nak berjaya just minor. So,keep in view jer lah sampai aku masuk kubur. Aiyok!

So,pengajarannyea,ermmm..entah la,tak der pengajaran kot. Baca plak apa yang aku cuba sampaikan kat bawah nie.

Tak ada siapa boleh menjangka apa yang akan berlaku pada esok hari dengan tepat. Cuba korang fikir balik. Berapa kali korang rasa yang korang ada masalah yang amat besar dan korang kata "I am a dead meat". Tapi akhirnya, masalah tu settle dengan mudah. Pernah tak korang terfikir yang korang tak akan keluar dari masalah yang sedang korang alami. Tapi sedar-sedar, korang dah jauh tinggalkan masalah tu dengan cara yang amat korang tak sangka.
Kalau di fikir-fikirkan balik rasanya dah beratus kali aku dah cakap "Oh God, ni la ujian paling berat yang Kau pernah bagi" Tapi dengan tiba-tiba je masalah tu settle. Dan bila masalah tu settle, aku terus lupa yang aku pernah cakap macam tu.
Why? Sebab Allah is always with you.

Got it?

Easy come,easy go. Usaha,berdoa then tawakkal. Simple.

Well last word before titow,

As for me, aku tak tahu apa yang aku akan jadi beberapa tahu akan datang. Aku tak tahu samaada aku boleh habiskan study atau pun tak. Aku tak tahu apa aku akan kerja. Aku tak tahu macam mana aku akan hidup. Aku tak tahu berapa banyak wife aku ada. Tapi aku amat-amat positif yang aku akan berjaya dalam hidup aku. Well, setiap orang akan berjaya dalam hidup dia. It is all just the matter of time.

So, good luck with your life guys.

Bloodshed

Assalamualaikum-.-

Hello HOTTT boys and LONELY girls sekalian,

I am still berCUTI kat rumah,well tomorrow dah gonna take off from my bed as well. Nevermind,I've been so bored. The boredome strikes me every single time here. Gosh,I was wishing to have a time for myself to cover up my study thru this week but then it was just left undone. Haha. Bercakap jer lebeh,but ZERO jer.

I got an issue,Why orang bila dah clash then bermasam-muka? I mean why the hell kena bermasam muka like a fuuu. Yeah,kenapa? Tapi aku pun tak tahu kenapa! Tapi selepas aku jumpa Bruno Mars bulan lepas aku dah mula faham. Dia ada bagitau aku. "Keemi,ingat. Easy come,easy go!". So yeah,so that's why lah kena terima kenyataan yang CINTA easy come and easy go. But why? That's why lah kena cari pasangan yang tak easy-easy eww-eww cam tue. Kan? Sebagai contoh, cer korang tengok citer Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty dan Rapunzel. Mana ada easy-easy love ni. Semua easy-easy love ni bullshit je. Bila tak easy, baru lah thrill. Baru lah adventure. Baru lah fun. Fun fun fun fun fun. Then,tak la wujud satu situasi dimana pas clash jer,aku tak kenal ko,ko tak perlu kenal aku. Wasting your time jer. 

Look at me now,I know,I've been on the situation before,but I made the discussion and so on lah. Lastly,kena terima the fact which is "Kalau jodoh tak ke mana". ILY.

By the way kan,memandangkan aku ni seorang lelaki yang baik, pemurah, setia, gojes dan.. baik, maka now I'm gonna tell you satu faktor yang kadang-kadang membuatkan lelaki suka. Most of the time, lelaki akan tertarik. 

It's called-Special & Detail habits of a girl-

Camnie,pasti ada satu moment yang agak erotic bila korang semua tengah lepak-lepak,tak kisah la kat ner pown,then tetiba with no reason ,a girl yang join korang tetiba rasa risau and gelabah. Sudden case bila girls risau,dorang akan gigit bibir kiri bawah at the same time. Wahh,HOT kan? Tengok nie!

Tak perlu buat muka menggoda. Buat muka risau dan cuak dah cukup untuk membuatkan aku langgar tiang bila tengok. Eh tak tak. Maksud aku, buat muka risau dan cuak dah cukup untuk membuatkan lelaki (bukan aku) langgar tiang bila tengok. Small habits macam ni kadang-kadang menarik hati lelaki. Kadang-kadang, benda macam ni la yang mengingatkan lelaki kat korang. Atau pun dengan kata lain, body languagel. Kadang-kadang, cara berjalan. Kadang-kadang, cara girl tu berpakaian. Semuanya berkaitan dengan your effort la kaum Hawa sekalian. Dan benda-benda kecil yang girls selalu buat sebagai habits biasanya akan menarik hati lelaki. Kenapa? Entah lah. For me, aku rasa ianya comel. 

Lupa plak,tiba aku suka this words. CINTA YANG EWW-EWW. Haha! Dan kalau boleh, jangan cling too much on love and boyfriends. They are nothing anyway. I'm everything,pfffffttttt!

surprising

Assalamualaikum,

we meet again. Hey,u're fat! Haha!

Nevermind,actually,this morning I went for an outing. Actually jugak for an appointment with the so-called Dr. Rahmat. U know him? Abaikan. Well,dia just nak informkan 'bout the bloodtest last week. According to what has been said,dia cakap ada lima tests. Majority focusing on the goitre and tiroid. Alhamdulillah,4/5 succesfully passed but satu test jadi abnormal. Ada kaitan ngan penggunaan apa tah yang kurang in my bodily system. So,not so serious. But,I'll be observed till next 6 months. If remain good,so,nothing should be worried. The way he talked aku pown percaya lah. Haha! Hopefully sihat selamanya. Don't wanna suffer anymore. Cewaah. Well,enough 'bout that.

Next,my dad went to a bank nearby. Then,I waited at the outside. Alone. Hotday. Sweating. Then,gi took a walk around the row of shopes then suddenly teringat ada sebuah kedai camera area tue. So,I went there. Tak pe lah. Just window shopping. Then,the salesman approached aku. Sembang-sembang sket pasal photography nie. Dia cakap la dia dah 10 years involved. Banyak benda dia citer. Budak sekarang just banyak nak show off jer lebeh. Gnatung kat depan then wat style depan orang padahal tak reti langsung. Aku gelak jer. Betul pun ada gak. Nasib baek aku tak terasa. Opsss! Haha. Well,tetiba dia explained more details bout lens. Aku yang tak taw per hangguk jer memanjang. Banyak gila kowt yang aku tak taw. Something yang orang tak taw tapi wat kemas taw photoshoot. Then,tetiba before aku take off keluar dia kasi aku 2 photos. 1st gambar micro,2nd gambar potrait. Terbaek lar. Dia pesan simpan lek lok. Maybe one day I could be one of the best. Cuma yang kena ingat,photographer nie tak hebat and tak kurang on ilmu,means,maw underdog tapi ilmu sekilo dua kilo dalam diri. Haha! Later aku scan gmabar aku tunjuk kat korang!

Till then,

see ya-.-

Marked

Assalamualaikum ladies and gentlemen,

Semua sedia maklum, yang kebanyakkan lens sekarang adalah di cipta untuk golongan muda supaya mudah untuk dieorang zoom and tackle awek-awek comel. Tapi, semalam aku perasan yang this lens Canon EF-S 18-200mm juga amat compatible dengan pelbagai advantages yang penting untuk golongan professional seperti full-time photographer, photographer haiwan, suka-suka dan tak terlupa juga untuk street candid macam aku.

So, out of thousands yang sesuai untuk users out there, aku nak highlight-kan beberapa advantages yang paling penting dan paling sesuai untuk penggunaan daily. 


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Bagi photoshooters yang bekerja dengan orang dan masa seperti kat mana-mana magazine kan, kualiti dan variasi adalah benda yang paling penting kan? Kalau tak cantik,  sure kena bambu dengan ayat "Janji Melayu". But hey, basic zoom provided ni dah cukup untuk pre-macro and telephoto (candid). Bukan sahaja boleh mengusha, tapi boleh shoot something yang tak la macro sangat with just one lense. Hey,kalau lense lain kan 18mm mana ada,yang ada terus 50mm and above. Tak masyuk!


Auto-focus yang best
Hey,jangan terkejut kalau tetiba waktu korang tengah zoom then tetiba ada benda yang berpusing kat depan lens. Haa,that's what I said just now,uit's awesome auto-focus yang memang terbaek arr. Eventhough released on 2008 but still HOT sampai sekarang. Tapi sayang la tak da yang version USM,kalau tak lagi terbaek la. But now,dah kira one of the best lenses for beginner and ofc Pros! And yang paling syok sekali,korang tak perlu lagi dok tukar-tukar lenses,membazir jer. Emas kan masa,so,think it! Haha!




Kalau berminat nak beli kumpul la duit sekarang. Murah jer,dalam RM1k-RM1.8k cam tue jer!

1st time

Listen to this words,written to explain the heart of mine!

U're all laid up in bed with a broken heart while I'm drinking the water of tears all alone in my locker and we don't know how we got into this mad situation. Only doing things out of frustration. Trying to make it work but I must say this out,MEN THESE TIMES ARE HARD. Yea,it's me the moron.

U need me now but I can't seem to find a time 'cause I've set my mind to throw this feelings away for awhile,the love should be laid later,keep it,and I used to condemn the partnership relations in the lifeline and we don't know how we got into this mess. It's a gods test. Someone would help us cause we're doing our best.

We're trying to make it work but everything is hard,yet,we're gonna start all of these things again now. Promiscious? Arghh! We did the talking up all night. Saying things we haven't for a while. We're smiling but we're close to tears,even after all these months. We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time. I must confess this.

Well I know,u're in line at the door with ur head held high while I lost my guts but yet, didn't lose my fight.We both know how we're gonna make it work when it hurts. It's when you pick yourself up. You get kicked in the dirt. Everything was suddently silent. I was left with a lot of questions.

I know I'm the one who started it and the one who got it ended. God wills,I will. Pray for me. Thanks for everything. We're both friends.

HaNi

The end,

-so long-

BreakTheLaw

I do a lot of thinking

before I go to sleep.

i play scences in my head

i practise the things i wanna say

i have endless 'what IFs'

i make plans for next day

i think of all people i miss

i think of all the ones i hate

i ask myself a lot of question

I planned to say all these terrible things to you,but in the end,I just wanna tell that I miss you. Well,enough 'bout that 'cause I'm starting to pegang this words,'CINTA SELEPAS KAHWIN'. It's totally awesome. Haha.

APOLOGIZING. What the heck is that? Well,I read a lot,but still,I can't understand why people hard to apologize. Well,frankly speaking,it was me the one who pranked my own classsmates 'bout the cancelled-class. Haha. Opss,sorry. Tak sengaja tipu. Anyway,don't be like a toddler lah k.

Ladies and gentlemen,

listen to this quote,say it loud! 'A BIG JAR FULL OF WATER GETS EMPTIED BY JUST A SMALL HOLE. MEANING? A SINGLE PAIN COULD DRAIN THE HAPPINESS OF A LOVING HEART'. Maksudnya kat sini,bagi contoh la yer,it's me the one who has a loving heart but then been diagnosed yang aku ada a lot of PENYAKITs. Hence,rasa cam hilang segala strength and guts to survive. Gilak! Rasa cam tiap hari just sebut sakit,sakit and sakit. Dugaan? Yea,saya akui tapi tak pe lah. Sabo jer kan! Bukan penyakit jer,perasaan lah,perhubungan lah and so on lah. The small thing yang mengeruhkan keadaan. Then,spread jadi a really so-callled big problemos! Dugaan lagi? Yeayea! Tapi,sampai bila harus haunting life aku? Day of the death? Haha. Hey,prepare some kain kapan before mati k!

Reading texts half asleep is like looking into the sun! So,jangan text ngan AWEKs lewat-lewat sangat. Kang mesej yang dibalas sepatah jer. Haha. Tetiba aku teringin nak HIGHLIGHT pasal nie. Yer lah,mana ada coupling yang bermadu asmara on the phone tengah-tengah hari. Kan? But,it's much better U'all spend ur time solat malam ker,tidow awal ker or simpan jer duit mak korang yang korang hebahkan kat AWEKs korang kononnya duit korang lah. Apada! So,think it boys out there! Hey,Anwar Ibrahim pown tak text sampai lewat-lewat malam taw. Tue pown dapat awek seksi gak. Siap nak tunjuk kat public lagi. See? Understood!


Not pretty enough

Not smart enough
Not talented enough
Not loud enough
Not tall enough
Not normal enough
Not good enough
Not experienced enough
Not confidant enough
Not talkative enough
Not perfect enough
JUST NOT ENOUGH! 'cause of what? 'cause aku tak prepare langsung for this Mid-Term Test. Wish me luck then! Ahaks!

Till then,

take care,

Namamu dalam doaku.

The experience!

Such a lonely day,and it's mine. Whether it's loneliness or what,I just don't care. God granted it. Thankful back.

Well,I'm home-the same words again-! Well,it's used to be a funhouse,but now,it's full of evil. Haha. Why I say so? 'cause nobody loves to stay home,then I conclude it as evil house. Evil loves abandoned house.

Ladies and gentlemen,

don't hesitate your time. People say it's priceless. Nvm. Last two weeks,I had a camp at Jerai Mount. A very mystic one. Gosh. Well,I was there starting from last week's Thursady till sweet Saturday. Totally,I could say it was awesome. I met my old friends,plus,I used my Dslr to snap the nature landscape. Full of activities made me tired. But,that wasn't an excuse. I was appointed to be the leader of my group,commonly known as 'Harimau Team'. Grrrrrrrr! Aummmmmm! Well,time after time. I thought it was gonna take a long time to be there,but,I must confess that time is short,as short as my sister. Haha! Frankly speaking,I was so stupid. Cause of what? Cause I forgot to bring my sweater or in Malay we call it as 'baju sejuk'. Hey,it was cold there. Like I was living in a freakingly freezer which my mom bought last year. Woot! We hiked the mount,we bathed in the cold river. We didn't brush our teeths. Opsss! Haha! And the best was the "Makan-ing Time". So sedap gila kowt. Yet,I'm not getting slimmer,instead I'm gemuk-er! Haha! Anyway,the camp was the best camp I ever joined. Cewaah. Thanks to my teachers who trust in me to join the camp. Ngee~

Members of the floor,

enough with that. Recently,last Wednesday jgak,I had a public speaking competition. I was representing Saina as well. Well,I'm not well-prepared. Everything was so messy,with the texts,the body language and so on. And yet,I was shocked cause I did it well. Haha. Especially in impromptu. Well,my prepared-speech was so bad. I mean the worst kowt. Cewaah. Well,I got the 7th place. Thanks to the judges,and ofc my teacher who was in charged. Nvm,it was so great to meet a lot of good speakers all over Kota Setar. Ngee~


Last but not least,
actually,I'm having a bad holiday. I left my SIM in the locker at Saina. Ceytt,how to text doe? Nvm,whatever it's,please let me know anything by texting me on Facebook.

Till then,see ya-.-