The what?

Such a beautifool morning! Full of damned-mouths. Noises are everywhere. And there was me,waking up so late. But why? 'cause that I couldn't sleep well last night. But why again? 'cause I missed the yesterdays! The days I belonged to the happiness. 

Again and again,I got down from my bed and pretending to be smiling. So rebellious. But then,I was thinking 'bout my situation. What's happening guys? Bullshit! I don't wanna be demanding! I was just blurhead.

We've known each other since our first meet. But,you're starting to forget the past. Frankly,you're forcing me to put some hateness in me towards you.

Mom,where is the justice? Katy Perry,why did you leave me. And why did you choose him as your hubby! Haha. Sajer,spoiling some moods!  Hey,what is up? What is down? Holla again!

It has been such a long time I have never updated this freaking blog! Huh? ( yang tue pown nak citer? ) Xkesahla. Overall,I was thinking 'bout a kind of question! Let's say it's about love. Haha. Tajuk besarnya,ADA APA DENGAN CINTA? Haha. Great. Aku just nak timbulkan satu persoalan. 

Ok,the words go like this. Apa difference between pertunangan dengan couple? Don't wanna talk much. Let's discuss much. Ngee~

Any ideas?

The so long,goodbye! ( 2010 )

Bubye!

Nah man!
Not quite finished yet! 
Finised what? Don't know? Sure U don't know lah!
Hey,I'm not satisfied with this 2010 lah. And I wish to make it much longer,postpone jap lah 2011 tue-.-

Get up! Baby get a move on, Like a U-Haul. Nie kalau dok tidow jer sampai bebila tak puas hati ngan 2010. Apadaa x> You can rack your brain like pool balls. You will never think of this shit. Yeah, honey you called? Ngee~ Well here I come, Havoc on the beat, I reek it. Evil I see, hear and speak it.

Actually en,this 2010 brings me a lot of new,geat experiences in everything. Bad or good aku tak kesah,yang penting aku take part. 

If u'all nak taw,I'm dead good wow taon nie. Haha. And no wonderlah,I was offered a jawatan to be a prefect. And I never knew pown aku nie follow the rules. All I know,aku pkai break,redah jer undang-undang. Tapi,xper lah. Last-last,thanks gosh,aku xjadi. Cacat gila doe amik aku!


Can u'all stand it?
Then,this year gak aku join RND team. Representing my beloved Saina lah. And with this,aku dah sampai USM,Syed Putra Science School,Bangi and somewhere around Penang. Free jer! Jelez? No need kowt. Rezeki HaNi,nak wat cenna! Haha. Overall,team kitorang agak succesful jugak lah. And know what? Team aku almost masuk Top5 SBP Malaysia. Aku boleh bet la klau boleh masuk mang United States tengah tunggu kitorang lah. Tpi yer lah,xsemua yang kita nak kita dapat. So,xda rezeki. Anyway,I'm quite satisfied with my RND team. Thanks to Saina and Teacher Azizah-.- 


We're the best,cutest and sweetest!
Then again,aku PMR. Haha. Terbaek la dari ladang. Xtaw la usaha camna,tup-tup dapat 8 A's. Aiyok. Sayang Saina!

It was just a small part of this 2010 history. Global news? Haaa,terbaek. Macam-macam berlaku. Kawen? Ofc! Divorce? Ofc jugak. Haha.

Haa,nie nak story la gossips sket. Pasal kawen-kawen. Eventhough,I'm not married yet but I care 'bout marriage gak. Terbaek. Zoom cepat!

Married Couples ( Hollywood )
  • Alicia Keys and Swizz Beatz
  • Chelsea Clinton and Marc Mezvinsky
  • Greg Norman and Kirsten Kunter
  • Harrison Ford and Calista Flockhart
  • Hilary Duff and Mike Comrie
  • Hulk Hogan and Jennifer McDaniel
  • John Krasinski and Emily Blunt
  • Katie Price and Alex Reid
  • Katy Perry and Russell Brand
  • Megan Fox and Brian Austin Green
  • Nicole Richie and Joel Madden
  • Orlando Bloom and Miranda Kerr
  • Robbie Williams and Ayda Field
  • T.I. and Tameka "Tiny" Cottle
K.P. ♥ R.B.
Engagements ( Hollywood )
  • Jessica Simpson and Eric Johnson
  • Keyshia Cole and Daniel Gibson

  • Maria Sharapova and Sasha Vujacic

  • Michael Buble and Luisana Loreley Lopilato de la Torre

  • Miranda Lambert and Blake Shelton

  • Prince William and Kate Middleton
Happy eppy!

Wahh-wahh. Talking 'bout kawen plak. Sajer actually,anyway for me kawen is the final stage of a realtionship. Live together as one heart. Never far apart,and if it does,never forger each other. Love u'all lah. Haha. In 2011,just do da best for your own relationship. And,I'll always wait you,my "pemilik cintaku selepas Allah and Rasullallah". It's u HaNi-.-

Anyway,I miss my 2010. Thanks for everything. Muahhxx!

Gonna miss u,HaNi!
Daa~




Hot Gossip 2

Aku cuma nak bagitau!
( Siri 2 )

Go Baby Go!
I know u'all semua dah tahu what is going on right? So,wat per nak malu supporting our own nation right? Cuma kita just tak der siblings Gerrard,Torres and Rafael Benitez. Tapi tue bukan alasan kita can't beat 'em right?

Anyway,Malaysia players did their bestest! And no wonder The Garuda can't fly anymore. Eventhough The Tiger has no wings but it still can fly succesfully even in the middle of the battlefield.

Indon? Jelez? Do I care? Go to heaven la mintak ampun-.-

Malaysia 1-2 Indonesia ( 2nd leg )
Malaysia 3-0 Indonesia ( 1st leg )
Equal to 4-2 in aggregate!

Well done baby! Muahxx =x

closer to the edge

 Owhh,my my my dear! Gosh!
What a beautiful sleep,ngee~( only you know why? )
I had a phonedate,nevermind.
But then,in the morning,well I guessed I had a dream.
And I'm not sure what is the point I got that sweetest dream. Aiyok!
Let's say,what would you do if you got a dream of your own future!
Cacat? Nope!
But best. Haha.


It was a good day. No school,haha. Yer lah,hollidate. So, apa lagi yang lelaki bujang macam aku akan buat when there is no school? What? Sleep? Oh no no no,sorry sikit yea. I'm not that lazy to sleep sampai midday nie taw. Okay fine aku memang tidur pun. Till 10 a.m. baru lah aku bangun. So early lah jugak right? Awal dari kebiasaan.

Aku bangun pun sebab ada benda pelik yang berlaku. The story went on like this:.

When I was sleeping tue kan,I was shocked by a phone call from someone that I don't know who was it. Then,I opened my eyes at once and picked up phone aku.

"Hello...." I answered. So slow!

"Wa'alaikummusalam!" and I heard a voice from a lady di hujung talian.

Aku memang nak kasi salam tadi. But.. tak sempat.

"You tengah buat apa ni? Tidur ke?"

"Erm.. Yer"

"Asyik tido je tau. Pemalas."

Perh, what the hell with you cik kak??

"Siapa ni?" asked me when I had a look at the number written 'Private Number'.

"Siapa I? You tanya siapa I? You agak I ni siapa?"

"Mana la I tau" asked me again,mamai-ly.

"I ni, wife you lah. I call dari masa hadapan."

I was silent,thinking. Aiyok! Merepek-ing apa nie?!

"Masa bila pula I kahwin? I belajar tak habis lagi."

"Kan I dah cakap yang I call dari masa hadapan. You muda-muda dah pekak."

Perh, sabar je. Sabar je. But,nevermind. I kept going on.

I got up from my bed straightaway. I headed to my desk,and took my diary. Then baru aku ingat, sejak bila pula aku rajin ber-diari nie?

"Hey, kat masa hadapan nanti, I rajin jot down diari tak?" I asked the kerek-lady.

" Haha. Tak. You still macam dulu. Semua benda tak reti. Berdiari pun tak reti. Entah apa yang you reti pun I tak tahu"

Aku diam. Terasa sebenarnya. Cacat lah! Yang aku ingat,I know how to sing. Ngee~


"Well, I call you sebab I nak suruh you buat sesuatu" she then continued.


"Buat apa?"


"Check inbox you. I hantarkan text. and that's me"


After requesting me to do that, terus dia off phone. Manis betul perangai awek-awek sekarang.


So, I looked at my phone and found there was a text from someone.


Aku tengok-tengok.


It's a simple text.
Aku buka dan baca.


*Sila baca dengan nada dan intonasi relax serta bersahaja yea.*


"Thanks for singing me the sweet
songs for me last 'morning'. I know
you always do the best to fulfill my
wishes. Anyway,I'm yours.
The one who sang songs for me!"

Huh? I was blurhead. What the heck is going on. All I know is,I did sing some songs to 'someone' last 'morning' and truly I adore the 'someone'. This I swear!

Nevermind,was it my dream or my reality? Well,I hope it is always my reality 'cause I sayang you actually. Takper,as what you said,I'll be a great man someday somewhere. Proposing you in the most respective way. 
  • Wherever you go, whatever you do
    I will be right here waiting for you
    Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
    I will be right here waiting for you
  • I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
    Lucky to have been where I have been
    Lucky to be coming home again
    I'm lucky we're in love in every way
    Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
    Lucky to be coming home someday
  • I only wanna be the man
    to give you everything I can
    every day and every night
    love you for all my life.
    I don't wanna change the world
    as long as you're my girl
    it's more than enough,
    just to be the man you love.

And you know what guys? Haha. Lovedrunk slow version la weyh!
Haha x)


Tapi,agak terkilan 'cause forgot to sing our 'dealova'. Haih..
Ngee~Haha. Takper,whatever it was,I love myself as well. And HaNI,so much

Dealova Moment

Ladies and gentlemen.
It's my pleasure to introduce to you
..........................................
............................
.............
He's a friend of mine!

Yes, yes I am!

And he goes by the name...
`Keemi`
♥Wowoowoooow♥
All the way from Perlis, Johor.
And he's got somethin' special for y'all tonight.
He's gonna tell a story for y'all.
About his result,haha!

Mr. HH, now what you got for me?
Well I got a kind of surprise for you,
.:wowwow:.

You were myself.
You ( PMR ) were my soul.
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you,cewaah!
So you took a chance.
And made other plans,tue yang dok struggle.
But I bet you didn't think that they would know 'bout you,my straight A's! Ahaks-.-

It was 23rd December. A good day for me lah. Well,I woke up early as I was gonna have a long travel to my SAINA. Jauh la sangat. It was a day nak amek result la sayang oyy. Aiyok! A little bit nervous,i guess.
Mak,gotta pee!
They told me that I passed with flying colors. But,I just didn't believe that curse. And I did make a phonecall to one of my trusted friends. He then told me the same freakin' thing. Aiyok. Aku succeed? Is it? Wahh.

I was quiet delighted. Tapi,deep in my heart I was totally nervous as I didn't see it yet. Stupidos gilo! Then,suruhla my dad drive as fast as possible lah. Kalau boleh nak sampai before 10.30 a.m. Haih..last-last sampai pukul 11.30a.m.,lambat agak siot. Nevermind,sabar!

When I reached there,I just could see just a few people jer. The rest maybe dah pulang. CACAT.

Aku pown turun-turun keter terus ngadap cermin. Correct apa yang tak shomel. Haha. Then,terus gi jumpa Cikgu Mazla. Unfortunately,she was not there! Miss you lah teacher!

The teacher yang on duty on my class is Cikgu Laila,my geo teacher! Dia pown hulur lah my slip. Before tue dah nampak my result actually. Dok atas sekali! Lompat la kejap. MALU.

  • Bahasa Melayu-A
  • Bahasa Inggeris-A
  • Matematik-A
  • Sains-A
  • Geografi-A
  • Pendidikan Islam-A
  • Sejarah-A
  • Kemahiran Hidup-A
Always CACAT
The smile,haha!

Then,snap a pic with ma! Nice! Jumpa kejap my friends after photoshoot tue. Ada Bob,Bean and Naqeeb. Sudden,nampak Swift biru datang. Laaah,mamat Addin nie baru mai jugak. CACAT! Haha.

Anyway,everything dah settled down. I was quite happy as I got what I've been demanding.

I know that they say that somethings are better left unsaid. But,I just wanna share my feelings to you all guys. It wasn't like you only talked to me and you know it. Taw jugak kan? Ahaks! All of these things people told me 'bout their's and keep messing with my head. JEALOUS! You should've picked honesty. Haha.

I felt so satisfied la jugak. Then,agak terkilan gak ngan diri sendiri. You know what,my friend yang dok sebelah jer dalam kelas xdapat straight A's. Aiyok. He got grade B for BI. I'm insane to know that. Haih..

What goes around,comes around 'cause what you give you'll get back. Wow! Anyway,PMR is just PMR. Usaha then berjaya lah kan. Tiru homeworks ker,curi idea ker I hope dimaafkan lah yer! Eventhough dah habis battle kita,jasa anda semua sentiasa dikenang. Haha. And thanks to my Evolution members and HaNi.

And special thanks to my parents lah,my teachers and anyone yang ada la kowt put some efforts in me. Ahaks! Chaiyok! CACAT tol.
Haha. Sapa-sapa yang terasa? Thanks la!
Lepas jer amik result,directly I went to Penang. Hollidate. Enjoy? Xkowt,just relax with family.

Last but not least,I love Hakeemi Baseri. Thanks for your effort for these 3 years! pftt!

The text

I don't wanna be demanding. I just wanna know the reasons why we live and die in a world of lies. Addicted to the way we crash and burn,I gave it all away now it's your turn watching me,watching you . Don't wanna see the worst in you so don't let it come true!
Well,actually I'm a little bit confused with the life nowadays. Full of lies and lies  and lies. But,I just don't care 'cause I'm one of it. Sometimes lah. Haha.
A beautiful lie,pftttttttt!
No deal. Darling what is going on? Honestly that never happened. Lying is your favorite passion. Leave me, go where you belong. Higher heels and lipstick napkins. Dying is your latest fashion. Look! Well,let's don't take any example. Just look at ourselves. Hypocrite. Cewaah. Tapi,what to do right? It's a part of our existense. So,let it be? Huh? Yeah,let it be!

I've got another confession to make. So complicated. Let me try to explain. Don't want this feeling to go away! Aku takut actually. Last couple weeks,I got a text message from an unknown person. My mom told me yang no. tue from Indonesia. Haha.

"ini ayah lagi meminjam
hp.kawan,sila beli
keredit RM30,ke
No.baru ayah
0178907102, ayah lgi
ada masalah di pejabat
polis,jgn dulu tlpn,nanti
ayah yg tlpn,cepat"

Well,it was such a funny thing to receive that fucking-ass text. Lawak la,mai mana tah mak aku kawen ngan mamat Indon. Go to die lah.

Then.aku story-mory kat my mom,yet,like expected,haha,gelak jer. Tak masuk akal langsung. Dah la suruh top up,RM 30 plak tue. Aku pown tak pernah add on credit banyak tue. Then,aku citer kat Norshazwani. Haha. Lawak!

Tapi,best+cacat+gilak arh. Till then,c ya!

PMR

Muda memberontak etika yang kononnya akan dipegang sampai ke hari tuanya. Jari jemari contoh lidah tidak bertulang yang berkuasa. Sains dan agama tidak sehaluan menjadi puak-puak yang lemah. Hanya ditemani komputer untuk menulis blog mencampak batu menyorok tangannya.

Digital kini semuanya digital-digital belaka. Dari syurga ke neraka dimuat turun ke dalam komputer ribanya. Cinta songsang diterbalik dunia mata keranjang laki-laki dan wanita. Pembangkang mahu publisiti murahan memfitnah cuma senjata ringannya.

Harap kau sudi mendengar deruan pujaan jiwaku melalui cerita. Cerita ini ohh untukmu! Aku just nak wish to all of my friends actually x)

For all the sweet memories we’ve had,I carry your heart. I carry in mine. I wish to see you again. I know I fucked up all the time, forgive me forgive me not. It’s up to you. ( dedicated to all Evolution and Eccentric members )

We’re dying for the night. The stars are waiting for us,tingling in our eye-to stroke the heat of the actionway. Away beyond expectations! Appealing, charming.. you are! Please stay with me and let’s do this together everlastingly. Haha. Yerlah,everyday kita struggle sesama so why not kita success sesama gak.
Go Baby Go
Sure enough,even though them ( seniors ) be hating on us,still I’m gonna keep us by my side in whatever situation we gon' ride. I'll make all of our fantasies come alive. There's no lie now. I’ll be as long as you'r gon' be beside me. 8 A's dollar mansions won’t suffice if you aint gon' be in there with me always. The pieces to my puzzle’s in my life. With all of my good days and all of my bad. You stood by your effforts and you know you got it worth. Haha. Worth every car every bag with you. They wanna be that. I know what I got at Saina. I aint never gon leave Evolution. The best bitches believe that.